This not so pretty, 'can of worms' depicts my current frustrations regards my most recent display of patterns around fear. Misplaced, as fear usually is - I recognise that 'unearthing', confronting and examining those 'niggling - wrigglers' under ones' skin is just the beginning on the path to eradicating them.
The nub is, it was suggested that I begin this sub-forum a couple of weeks ago - since which time, I have procrastinated like a petulant child attempting to get-off some none existent hook!
Observing my self-perpetuating drama in action, has been an experiential lesson in real-i-zing. I see now that my first responses were the most valid. Which was an embodied - Oh No! Followed by my head recognising a familiar lack of courage re having a public voice... and ostensively, I professed to putting it aside. Pah! Because initially, better sense (and others' I respect and trust) told me that - I would be more growth tasked, by sharing key topics that I follow trails on and write about on EE Skype chat, on the Forum. But - soon afterward I slid back into a myopic hole - Tut-tut!
Though, here I AM - after punching a hole in my self- built wall of 'fear of failure', allied by a lazy want to bask in the shadows (a misnomer) - wry grin! TY to those tolerant, with raised eyebrows behind the scenes
My next instalment (far less squirmy) - to follow 'real' soon.
"Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." Confucius
'Get Off Your Knees' INDEED!!! :http://earthempaths.net/wp/2016/01/06/g ... omment-394
Awesome Life Tip ›› "Fear is usually where you need to go next. The scary, uncomfortable, soul stretching, and challenging things are what help us grow into the people we’re meant to be. If you’re afraid, it doesn’t mean it’s wrong, it just means you’re about to embark on a truly remarkable journey. Breathe into the fear and take that next step."http://stepheniezamora.com/2015/01/fear-helps-us-grow/
