Oh dear Lady Fireball,

Writing this piece wasn't directed at you or anyone in a personal manner. I am aware of course that some might take it that way but of that I can't say more than it is up to each individual to check their own inner reaction.

As far as the rest of your outcry ... Well, I will go back through my PMs and see what I missed. If I didn't answer you it most likely is because I was being massively attacked and harassed myself and maybe I was too distracted or who knows why? I don't expect anyone to come to my aid or figure out what is going on with me. It is always with gratitude that I receive the help that is offered. I cry more tears of gratitude than you can imagine.

You are not a "member of mine", please get that straight! You are a contributor that I respect greatly, you Know that! So if doubt has crept in figure out from where. As far as BD, I did not slap your hand, geez ... that man's energy is poisonous, you and I know that so I just suggested that you discuss it in private. There is very little than anyone can actually do about him.

As for you mention of scientology? I don't get that at all. Let it all out.

In my eyes You are a Divine Sovereign Being going through some severe trials and I love you!

Christine

Naga_Fireball wrote:I'm glad that other members asked about the purpose of this thread -- I thought about asking, but decided I have more important ways to spend my energy than "wondering how I..." When there is a private message function here that works perfectly fine.

People do wonder when pms go unanswered in lieu of public disgracing-- christine I sent a message a month ago thats still collecting dust, about the object that popped up in the airport scanner.

Eve Lorgen used to write about that stuff all the time, yet when a real live case appears among yoyr own membership, its as welcome as a fart in an elevator.


Tired of being the fart in scientologys elevator as every special little shooting star rises to the top.


Anyone else feel uncomfortable reading this without a context?

I get slapped on the wrist for letting fellow members know that my access point (a phone) seems hacked , told to take it to private messages,
Yet they are not answered even when friendly.

Is it possible private messages arent getting through or does public humiliation just feel better?

We all have hard, bad and even nasty days. Last time a few of us were going through the fire I listened to this until my soul calmed down.

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1-TrAvp_xs[/youtube]

As long as everyone here sees the others as fellow people and not just audience or means to an end.

The thread irritated me due to the fact it doesn't give a Reason for the anger, and the energy signature seemed much different than the contributions we are accustomed to seeing..

Also, the whole videos thing, it's OK to laugh but I don't even know who David Wilcock is, or how he factors in to all this.

I know he had a following on Pa, is he like Alex Jones or David icke?

Christine, do you EE folks have a news channel or an occasional commentary on current events?

It might be a very good outlet for these massive energies (Full Moon lol) and you know Donald Trump would tune in, secretly (for the stock forecast)



I'm sorry if you had bad day.
Are we all ragging at same time perhaps?

Join me for another round on Rag Harbor

Love you ... There is a forum for News and Events, please feel free anyone to fire it off.

Lighting fires is different from being angry, just to put this thread in perspective. Sometimes we slip too easily into inertia and old patterns. I have been writing lots of incendiary pieces lately. I know they don't work for everyone, that is okay with me. I will write something a bit more explicative soon.

Naga_Fireball wrote:As long as everyone here sees the others as fellow people and not just audience or means to an end.

The thread irritated me due to the fact it doesn't give a Reason for the anger, and the energy signature seemed much different than the contributions we are accustomed to seeing..

Also, the whole videos thing, it's OK to laugh but I don't even know who David Wilcock is, or how he factors in to all this.

I know he had a following on Pa, is he like Alex Jones or David icke?

Christine, do you EE folks have a news channel or an occasional commentary on current events?

It might be a very good outlet for these massive energies (Full Moon lol) and you know Donald Trump would tune in, secretly (for the stock forecast)



I'm sorry if you had bad day.
Are we all ragging at same time perhaps?

Join me for another round on Rag Harbor

Christine wrote:On the topic at hand, (omg! lmao, pun wasn't intended) I am listening to DW on the vid norman posted. Anyone have any extra face palms? I will find time to write up what I find objectionable when I have the time. Not all his information is wrong, of course! He has to show some credibility.



psst ... don't let my opinion sway you, listen for yourself. He is a fast talker with a story to sell.

I mostly can't be bothered with David Wilcock anymore (or his 'new' sidekick). David really blew it for me.
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Christine I get it, (only from my perspective though) that explosive feeling expression which bubbles and froths between the heart the mind and the unconscious, pouring forth salt water from the emotional fountains of the widows of the soul. A place we can go to in a space between deep despair, exquisite pain, and the beauty of authenticity. Love knows this and allows it to deeply cleanse. Shaking off the shakles of control, deeply held, locked in place by those who fear to let go of the puppet strings lest one might make an unexpected utterance or movement and bring about uncertainty.

The path to freedom takes one there, many times.

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1inMany wrote: I get that you wouldn't want EE to become a cc of any forum that has endless threads of looping circular mental arguments that lead nowhere.

Too late for that.
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VaiHTvifGt0[/youtube]
Just kidding!

Huh. Thanks for shedding some light on who you are and what you are doing here.
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When you put the word 'masturbation' into a thread title, expect a joke to be made.

Anyway, I'm not overly fond of your OP, but I totally respect you for having the courage to share your thoughts, Christine.

This isn't a popularity contest, is it? Someone mentioned something about farting in an elevator? Hey... don't look at me.

Anyway, please do continue.
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Ok norman, I complied with request.

norman wrote:I know there are fierce attitude issues setting fires everywhere, about this guy David Wilcock.

I found this interview somewhere recently, it might even have been here at EE, I can't remember.

Please try NOT to bounce off whatever it is that's risky about listening to the whole thing, and just listen. This is the best I've heard from David in a very long time, if not, ever!

It SO much addresses the main inertia issue here:

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOdkl_DdKPs[/youtube]

Friends, I said I would listen to David Wilcock and Corey Goode and so I did. I don’t think I could have gotten through the over two hours if I wasn’t painting my kitchen at the same time. The rhythm of the paint brush in my hand and watching the flow of the paint on the wall were soothing.

I have already alluded to my initial impressions in my face palm post. So here goes. Allow me this caveat, I don’t want to be interpreted here as judgmental or a know it all. I will simply and freely express what came to me while listening.

What myself and others are noticing is that there is an increasing use of an authoritarian voice within the alternative media field. There appears patterns of speech which are used predominately by males. Most people are still subconsciously wired to view the male as authority.

The person speaking will expound that “they” have the inside information or that they are intellectually superior within a school of knowledge, ie: knowledge from esoteric studies which is brought out as an “interpretation” which they don’t actually ever say. I recently listened to three hours of another male, an excellent researcher, however he was interpreting his research and yet he carried the voice of authority until the very end when thankfully he noted that it was his interpretation. I doubt most people heard that little caveat.

Much of what David says is true; the need for fearlessness as example but then he follows that by stating we (nonspecific we) can’t transcend this maze alone so we are getting “Divine” intervention from superior races, which he doesn’t specify either. Not once did I hear him say we are Divine ourselves.

His suggestions to his audience are mere platitudes, his tone carries a message that he has superior knowledge which he offers as crumbs to the listening masses. No where does he once say how we the people can become fearless. He actually stated that grass roots movements weren’t enough, this is a tactic that subtly but effectively cuts intent to action.

His sources, his insiders, his information is handed out with a voice that carries his authority. I don’t belittle David in this manner, if anything I would call him to task. David, how about letting a group of women interview you?

This brings me to another point that I observe across all boards and in most interviews; the feminine voice is missing, the mention of Earth Intelligence, Sophianic Knowledge is either claimed by an authority such as John Lash or ignored by such as David Wilcock.

The voice I hear isn’t collaborative. It isn’t exploratory. It isn’t honest.

I feel that David is to himself partially honest, he is too smart not to be. But then he talks about money and economy… currency as he calls it to show he is in touch with the new paradigm. And somehow this is going to be redistributed fairly? Proffering and pandering is what I call that. Certainly not empowering.

He then goes on to tell his audience to buy supplements that are priced out of reach of most working people. He is tied to money, that is obvious. So he is a servant to money. This does not allow for total honesty and it again leaves the listener in the inferior position of needing someone else to save you.

Pretty subtle subterfuge but it blares once you see it.

Enter Corey, “David’s source” ownership and partnership are indicated.

I would like to remind the reader that I know Corey, I spent time with him in person. It was that “session” we recorded which later got published as whistleblower testimony (it wasn’t!!) that set this ball rolling. So bear with me as I do have some insight. I am a witness.

I love Corey, it was the motivation I felt to want to know him. It is why I helped him and his family and it is why I went to his home. I “saw” something very beautiful and special about him. My first inner view of Corey was “a titan in chains”, I felt a kindred spirit and called him my brother. He called me sister. Our relationship was over a year developing.

I still see this aspect of Corey and I have come to comprehend to a degree, not fully mind you, what Corey carries and why his healing was derailed and why he was put forth in the manner in which he was.

Behind the scenes I watched a series of “triggering” events from a bird’s eye view. When I say that I mean this; people in the programs that were mind controlled to the extent that they had no control when they were triggered by another. What I witnessed was a series, like lights on a wire of individuals being “turned on”, one could say being played. Who is behind this and how it operates is an ongoing "innervestigation".

Fortunately I am not alone as witness. Could that be why we were eliminated from our insider positions?

As with the whole control mechanism of The MATRIX, there is simply no way I can show this to anyone who doesn’t have the eyes to see. I don’t say this to be elusive or mysterious, it was a lesson I had to learn. All I can do is point out that there are patterns that can be detected once a person goes impersonal and is not swayed by emotional or programmed responses, gets out of fear enough to really be fearless.

This is The key to freedom, no one can give that to you. And it is damn hard work, make no mistake about that.

As far as the Secret Space Program, just take a look at the words. Become analytical too. These are all PROGRAMS. Personally I have better use of my energy.

Planets, Stars … Earth, other races, you and I are all sources of information. I look for communion, not another person’s interpretation.

And final word for now, all information is good information, Aristotle quote: "It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it." or rejecting it. We are immersed in a great sea of information, you inform the Universe and it informs you. You are the giver and the receiver both.

The Observer observes.

Thank you from the depths.

Cathryn wrote:Christine I get it, (only from my perspective though) that explosive feeling expression which bubbles and froths between the heart the mind and the unconscious, pouring forth salt water from the emotional fountains of the widows of the soul. A place we can go to in a space between deep despair, exquisite pain, and the beauty of authenticity. Love knows this and allows it to deeply cleanse. Shaking off the shakles of control, deeply held, locked in place by those who fear to let go of the puppet strings lest one might make an unexpected utterance or movement and bring about uncertainty.

The path to freedom takes one there, many times.