Feeling ill and wanting OUT go together because life does not feel GOOD.
I am an expert on these experiences. You who read this may also be experts.
There is an earth based fear factory that encourages humans to live short and stressful existences.
There is a fear factory creating most of the material that media promotes.
These are all stories and we imagine them.
Survival, fight, war, feeding off one another, all that we say is wrong (and all the images and all the beliefs around these ideas)....and we cannot bear the pain and getting out is chosen as death....
All of these states are seen to be irrelevant when one knows better.
But understanding is not enough to make a person want to live.
The experience has got to get better or Bye BYE is A valid choice.
The fear factory spins death.
If I want to wake up and become what I might be as a human, I need to become UNMOVED by the spin.
YOU JUST CAN'T LIVE IN IT LONG if you are a feeling being as we all are.
The way to withstand the deathly spin is by claiming "MY connection" to my source as guidance.
This guidance does take us to face our own creation in through the underworld of beliefs and programming.
On the way, ALL our fear surfaces to be released.
We can learn HOW to let it go when we feel confident of our power.
The muck gets sorted out and we are victoriously freed.
WHY do people keep revisiting the same round about instead?
We can see the suffering that comes from agreement to fear?
It is literally an addiction IMO (and also others opinions)
WE develop energy addictions to the spin of fear.
It will kill off a life eventually.
One does not realize where the draw for death arises.
The presentation seems "normal".
One believes it reality, believes fear is necessary and important and believes one must heed it's messages.
One keeps seeking the symbols and the metaphors that give feedback to this believing process.
Our beliefs focus, concretize particular information in the field.
IMO this focus, OUR ATTENTION is the vortex point of the tornado of the spin factory.
What I see is a collection of humans feeding the fear tornado with their energy all looking to the vortex of FEAR itself and it plays out.
We are spinning the machine.
We need to take response ability for this offering of our own.
The addict has to go cold turkey sometime to make it a long life.
Addicts will need detox for a few years.
They need to STOP being in that circling pattern of reactions.
Then the organism can change (healing, wholing)
The healing makes me feel good so if I appreciate feeling well, I continue on.
Then I cannot be swayed as I CHOOSE to imagine focusing a new vortex I create, FEELING my SELF, not what is promoted to be felt.
Then I see how this changes reality, and that further encourages.
I have my own little tornado but it picks up new information because that new information has been placed in my own field boundaries.
We become immune and the experience of dis-ease changes to a perfect pattern.
We each have everything we need if we can touch it in ourselves
There is YES, a completely alternative experience and one will not think any longer: "I want OUT".
Humans need community of loving support and need to say NO to the fear factory.
Tobias Lars says it all well here.
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