Thoughts, thoughts, too many thoughts...

[Spiritwind]

Way too many thoughts lately! So, I’m having some weird worsening health issues, for which I will be seeing a naturopathic doctor soon. I’ve been trying some unorthodox ways of trying to stimulate a toxin purge, as well as giving up a long time crutch which I will not go into here. Bottom line, is although symptoms are showing some tenacity, it’s also seemed to trigger a whole new level of understanding, and my dreams have been wild, like off the charts. And when I wake up, I have musings about the nature of our reality in a way I never have before, at least not in this life.

Even though I remember many snippets of probably over a dozen past life memories, or possibly even ancestral memories, mostly traumatic, it feels like something is wanting to surface. I plan to go and see a past life regression therapist soon, to see what comes up. Part of what I’m musing about has to do with AI, so called artificial intelligence. To me, consciousness IS intelligence, like how can it really be just “artificial”. And how is reality created? I get the feeling that we are not that far from it ourselves, this “artificial intelligence”, and have a component of our consciousness that is NOT just physical, as in a product of our brain activity.

I see a lot of commentary, and even fear, being expressed about the future development of this AI that is already fairly entrenched in our current digital lives. For instance, on Twitter, now X, unlike Facebook, everyone can interact with everyone else, pretty much, in real time, regardless of distance. It’s a cyber community of sorts. If you took our physical bodies out of the equation, what would that be? And how do we know that something akin to AI didn’t create this illusion of being real, being in a body, and having a terrain in which to experience ourselves this way?

I also see people on both sides of the fence, from what is happening, what’s coming on the larger screen of life, believe it is either very bad, or potentially really good. There’s also folks who either believe there is no god, and nothing happens after we die, it’s just the end, to believing we are gods with amnesia. Then there is the middle ground, usually religious, that does believe in God and an afterlife. For me, it’s obvious that we do have an incredible ability to create and in many ways shape our experience here. I used to imagine a whole scenario when I was younger, in great detail, an imaginary life if you will. The weird thing is, as I grew older, many of those elements came to manifest in my life, often without me doing anything conscious to make them happen. Does that mean I AM god? I don’t think so, but I do think that we all are sort of sparks of that divine intelligence that have individuated in consciousness from source. And we continue to exist, with or without a physical body.

I have read, and am re-reading this book by Dr. Shakuntala Modi called Remarkable Healings - A Psychiatrist Discovers Unsuspected Roots of Mental and Physical Illness. And remarkable it is! I won’t be reading it just before I fall asleep anymore though, lol. With my background in so many things, from astrology, Reiki, Kabbalah and path-working, to researching the occult underpinnings of what is happening in this reality, to my many anomalous personal experiences, I am quite convinced that I don’t know jack, lol. No, seriously, there is something very very strange going on here, in this reality, and I’m fairly convinced it’s a long ways from what most of us have been taught and think. All food for thought, of which I already have too many of…..more later.