Dream #1 18 yrs ago .. I'm in a rural neighborhood, feels like the foothills of a mountain, maybe in the east of the United States. It's a beautiful sunny day, an almost cloudless blue sky. I am outside with some of my neighbors and we are looking up at the sky and pointing. We see a rip in the sky.. almost like how a fabric rip looks. We are astonished and panicky. The rip gets bigger and takes up about a third of our field of vision. More neighbors and onlooker gather in our group. Some are crying. I am one of the crying. I can feel my stomach hurting from the fear.
One the other side of the rip, it's dark grayish purplish and very shadowy.. and beings are coming through. I can tell that they are malevolent. So much fear. I can see what looks like shadowy buildings or structures on the other side of the rip. Some sort of vehicles are coming through. The vehicles don't appear to be nuts and bolts. End of dream (thank the Goddess!!!) I've tried to make sense of this.. metaphor, mythic or literal? I don't know.
About a year after this 'dream', I've experienced a bi-location. I was laying down and clearing my mind in preparation for mediation. I became aware that part of my mind was in my body lying on the bed and part was out in "space". I don't know if it was inner or outer space. I was a small ball of light suspended in darkness. I became aware of other balls of light around me. One came close to me and spoke.. but not with words.. more like pictures. We moved in 'space' to what looked like a computer generated wire frame, like the kind you use in software graphic programs. A sort of fabric overlay was put on the wire frame. It was explained to me that this is how physical reality is manifested. The fabric overlay became grass and then trees..etc. I and the other balls of light were floating above this manifestation. It now looked like a rectangular platform out in "space". I was told to go down and stand on it, which I did. My light body took on a human form and I walked on this platform. It felt like a real place. I was confused to say the least. I then walked over to the edge and looked down. All I could perceive is dark space.
Understand, please, that the whole time this was happening, I was aware of the body laying on the bed. I was in this body seeing the room and part of me was experiencing myself as a ball of light. I was not sleeping or dreaming. I had two awareness. I think this event lasted for almost 15 minutes. Needless to say, I was overwhelmed with emotion and questioning my perception of reality.
Can you see how the "dream" and the bi-location might tie together in some way? I think these two things are related. Maybe the ripped sky in the dream was actually a rip in the "fabric overlay" of our dimension. The events are true, but, I haven't decided if it comes from Light or dark.. Eternal Mind Goddess or something else.
Has anyone had similar experiences or insights? I'm very curious about your opinions!
Love, E
*edit*.. The "Transcendence" poem was written shortly after the bi-location experience.
